Really never see this coming... at least not so soon and so abruptly announced to us. At first felt ok, saw ppl cry, knew I wont cry for such reason. But inside I know I will be disturbed and a little sad. I didnt know as the day passed, my heart became heavier as I tot of it more. I dun know why I am moody after that but I know the tot of not being with my close kakis anymore kept resurfacing into my mindless mind. I guess I dun know myself well enuff, I din know they are so much a part of my daily life now... esp after all the changes in Lenovo which we witnessed together, from the beginning of new born Lenovo to the progresses we made in our work, to the changes in work scopes, to the pressures we heard each other talked abt, complained together, evil sniggers of others together, gossippings, silly jokes we made together. The TOGETHERNESS is so much in the air that I didnt know it was there until wad I had to face today. Even our fate is together too. No tears, not to the extent, but just heavy-hearted all the way for a long time, to come til malaysia's national day.
I love u all.
