Disrupted

Really never see this coming... at least not so soon and so abruptly announced to us. At first felt ok, saw ppl cry, knew I wont cry for such reason. But inside I know I will be disturbed and a little sad. I didnt know as the day passed, my heart became heavier as I tot of it more. I dun know why I am moody after that but I know the tot of not being with my close kakis anymore kept resurfacing into my mindless mind. I guess I dun know myself well enuff, I din know they are so much a part of my daily life now... esp after all the changes in Lenovo which we witnessed together, from the beginning of new born Lenovo to the progresses we made in our work, to the changes in work scopes, to the pressures we heard each other talked abt, complained together, evil sniggers of others together, gossippings, silly jokes we made together. The TOGETHERNESS is so much in the air that I didnt know it was there until wad I had to face today. Even our fate is together too. No tears, not to the extent, but just heavy-hearted all the way for a long time, to come til malaysia's national day.

I love u all.

Long weekend is shiok ah! End of long weekend is sian ah!

Watched shooter @ marina... quite ok... usual story line.. work for govt, got betrayed... ppl come por his lam par say how good he was and ask him back to do 1 super duper stylo assignment, fell for it cos tot govt look him very up think he is an indispensable talent no where else can find... he accepted the assignment and got betrayed again... later risk all to take revenge, found a girl along the way and after that live happily ever after... DOH!~@#

sianZZzzzz... dun give me long weekend, cos I dread going back work on monday... but if dun give me long weekend also sianzzz... cos only fri and sat to have fun as sun is my family day cum do housework day cum settle-down-at-home-to-get-ready-for-work-tml day. I'm always happy on fridays but same time tot of sun very fast come, almost instantly all happiness gone.

SO! This thought once crossed my mind: Company might as well dun give us off on weekends and continue working thru the week so I wont have to go thru the happy-friday-but-think-of-monday-sad kind of up and down feeling. BUT THAT WOULD BE MORE SIANZ! cos no rest work and work and nothing to look forward to.

So my conclusion in the end IS:.. God is smart, company is fair, all along they have figured it all out. Sat and sun off is not too much and not too little cos human is insatiable. So I decided to just take it and shut my pie hole and look forward to the next weekend =D

Recap of last 2 weeks

wow... been a long time since last update... can FEEEEEEL some frens are bored without me stories for entertainment =p

First thing first, V is dooooomed! Whahahahahahahahaha! Justice is done! never doubt that I was born to be a Vigilante... call me Vigilante Lim pengZ! Can't believe such man can CHEAT petty money so openly after arousing suspicions in previous claims. So gian $$$ until like that... 10plus bucks also wanna cheat... 28 liao still so unintelligent, unsmart, unwise, incapable, irresponsible, argumentative, refuses to admit mistakes, useless, jiak liao bee!!! Shiok ah, must start 1 chatroom/forum/therapy session mainly just to vent all the frustration abt V, i think Sharon needs it a lot badly...

Before this thing happened, nothing much happened.

After this thing happened, nothing much happened.

So conclusion, vindication of V's crime is the main happening thing ever happened for the last torturing 3 months for Logistics.

MademoIselle, u MUST WATCH 23! believe me, its not as boring as Mr Beanie whahahahaha!

Recently sentiments piling inside me, heart a lot of things to say, but dun know how to organize it and say, maybe period just over, moody.. Dun know why, I am the extreme type of person, a case of overindulgence without proportion. Always do one thing too much until I sian then wont see me do the same thing again for a long time. Just like chap chye png... eat same dishes (egg/frenchbean/ckn) all the time... go pastamania always eat spag bolognaise... go KFC always eat zinger... go mac always eat mcspicy... go bishan foodcourt always eat meatball noodles... go toilet always pang sai... go suntec always watch movie, go shopping centres must go visit family @ minitoon, go bodyshop must fake testing satsuma (WHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH)

sometimes its hard to find 1 fren who truly understands u. But I am glad I have kai cos he truly knows me, the real me behind the jovial me, the loud me, the cheerful me, the troubled me. The different kind of smells of my farts can tell him wat kinda intestinal probs I have for tat day... sorrie that's not true. But he does know me well and that's enough. To have him with me surpasses hundreds of acquaintances I may have in my life.

So, my mystery fren, find yr true one who truly knows who u r, respect who u want to be, who lets u pursue the real u.

lup lup daddie

daddie, below is for u... lup lup *scratch scratch*

bite bite, scratch scratch, cry cry...

... *scratch scratch* ... been bitten by some insect for past 2 days, only today we investigated and found out its bedbug!! kaoz... and the worst is, its not caused by the ever-conscious-of cleanliness-and-always-keeping-room-clean-and-dust-free me! I do not know how this happened, but we suspect 1 or 2 bedbugs were brought back home from somewhere in kai's bag and that lucky son of a bug crawled to my comfy big bed to await for a bite of my sweet and juicy flesh and blood... now my shoulders, arms, neck are bitten and itchy every minute... argh! *scratch scratch* GOD HELP! I do not fear pain, I only fear ITCH!!!! I've been fantasizing about cutting out the flesh that were bitten than letting it itch... thinking of it is already soothing... for a sec only... *scratch scratch* such bite can itch for daysssssssssssssss........

Post birthday lunch celebration for mimi

eheh: NARGH! so good got mum mum to eat... mimi never bring me go boohoo! I hear someone say we are schizo... WE R NOT!! beat beat ah!

*didi* beat beat ah!!

*mousey* beet beet ar!

*ee ee* b... b... a.

*mimi* thanks to all my brudder, sisters and mummy. I am touched even if it was a last min rush lunchie. below are pics to commemorate the day's event.

*mummy and son Jay trying to pose a motherly and filial son posie... like jie-di-lian*

*It is against my will to post this pic but since me frens so sporty, I must be spontaneous also.. si tor si la. This is trying to act like hmm hmm hmm's usual horny look lor niakniakniak (eheh: mimi u so bad)*

*wah chio lor! Pretty at last lor! I realised sharon looks a little like PHYLLIS Quek (in the modified pic which is exclusive only to some kakakaka*

*wah marmee so demure and sweet... lucky Mr. Tan*

*jia la jia la, mai dan liao lar! Food was so so, but the company was great, as usual!*

*some candid pics, lastly trying to act cute with the free cotton candy that sweet mummy and brudder dearie made so painstakingly *puKes!**

Thanks mummy, sisters and brudder!

*eheh* mimi how old r u ah?

*mimi* why u ask?

*eheh* orh, someone was talking abt it... tink is some birdie

*mimi* gimme prez, and i'll tell lor

*eheh* okie, i tell him...

There was this episode I suddenly recalled that I MUST share wif all who knows me...

On the last sat, kai and me was having lunch at this ABC market.. while halfway thru' our meal, this man in his late thirties approached us with boxes of pens and new year hangies u hang at home... I was too fast to shake my head at him to signify that we are not buying... he politely nodded and walked away. that instant, I caught the sight that he has no left hand, only left wrist and arm. I immediately looked at kai's plate and my own plate and immediately I felt guilty... I can skip a meal or two, spend lesser and give the money to him which will make much more difference to him... I am a person who easily cries when I see people suffering or in a bad living situation. I guess kai knows me well what I am like. Hetold me the guy hasn't walked far, and I immediately rushed to the direction where the man went. I saw him in a saloon being rejected by the women inside, and he was walking out of the saloon when i stopped him. I could see the happiness in his face when he saw me, I guessed he knew I wanted to buy something from him. I bought a pen for $10 bucks. though the pen doesn't look that expensive but I felt so much better spending it on the pen than on other useless things I may buy with it. At least for that day, he do not have to worry abt his dinner...

Thinking back now, my heart aches, for people who seek no help or not knowing where to seek help from, and is finding surviving in singapore more tougher year after year. I now URGE all my frens who knows me, pls do contribute whenever u can to the people along the streets or sitting by the pathways who cant even walk or speak. I've seen a 40+ man sitting on the floor without legs in Bishan, seeing a mute in Chinatown who cant even tell people how hungry he is, and an obese lady who cant even stand in Tampines MRT... $10 can buy u a movie tix, a Mac meal, etc but $10 can buy them so much relieve for the next few day's meals and even electric bill. So do not hesitate to stop, help and give whatever you can afford...

Pls donate not only to charities with government grants, but also to those who are not helped by charity centres. mabel will thank you on their behalves... sincerely.

So EventFuL...

*eheh* since mimi's birdday, so many things happened... auntie grace ring ring mimi and told her the ultimate ground-breaking update on wat happened with tat hmm hmm hmm. mimi was cool at first. but after tat, she got more agitated after recalling all the other little things that once commented by hmm hmm hmm

On monday, mimi sprained her neck and missed lunchie wif the auntie gang... hence missed the ultimate eye-rolling, earth souring session of all times... hmm hmm hmm got scorned all the way by auntie grace... WAH! cannot imagine, lucky mimi never went lunchie, or she sure cringed until like a sour plum wahahaha!

*mousey* kor kor, wats so happening at lunchie ah?

*eheh* aiya u still small, u dun understand one la... kor kor grow up liao, kor kor know one... mimi also dun like hmm hmm hmm very much even though she normal normal face wif hmm hmm hmm. TAAAARRPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED! inside mimi heart, mimi only can accept certain frens one... cannot force mimi to like hmm hmm hmm if hmm hmm hmm is not a genuine fren... mimi very spiritual in her emotions one, u dun know one la...

*mousey* kor kor, wat is spiritual?

*eheh* spiritual is auntie Spirit Kang la! wahahahaha

*mousey* duh

*eheh* today lagi happening leh, that V the useless bum go trigger mimi angwee again. i still a boy also know man shud be more useful than that useless V... everytime come make mimi blow up wif so lame lame reasons... u tink only u busy ah, mimi and other auntie busy also guai guai do their own things never ask ppl to do for them lor, KNS! @#$ go and die la u idiot V!! GO DIE GO DIE!!

*didi* go die go die!

*mousey* go dai go dai!

*ee ee* .. ... .. ...!

*mimi* hee hee hee =p