Disrupted

Really never see this coming... at least not so soon and so abruptly announced to us. At first felt ok, saw ppl cry, knew I wont cry for such reason. But inside I know I will be disturbed and a little sad. I didnt know as the day passed, my heart became heavier as I tot of it more. I dun know why I am moody after that but I know the tot of not being with my close kakis anymore kept resurfacing into my mindless mind. I guess I dun know myself well enuff, I din know they are so much a part of my daily life now... esp after all the changes in Lenovo which we witnessed together, from the beginning of new born Lenovo to the progresses we made in our work, to the changes in work scopes, to the pressures we heard each other talked abt, complained together, evil sniggers of others together, gossippings, silly jokes we made together. The TOGETHERNESS is so much in the air that I didnt know it was there until wad I had to face today. Even our fate is together too. No tears, not to the extent, but just heavy-hearted all the way for a long time, to come til malaysia's national day.

I love u all.

Long weekend is shiok ah! End of long weekend is sian ah!

Watched shooter @ marina... quite ok... usual story line.. work for govt, got betrayed... ppl come por his lam par say how good he was and ask him back to do 1 super duper stylo assignment, fell for it cos tot govt look him very up think he is an indispensable talent no where else can find... he accepted the assignment and got betrayed again... later risk all to take revenge, found a girl along the way and after that live happily ever after... DOH!~@#

sianZZzzzz... dun give me long weekend, cos I dread going back work on monday... but if dun give me long weekend also sianzzz... cos only fri and sat to have fun as sun is my family day cum do housework day cum settle-down-at-home-to-get-ready-for-work-tml day. I'm always happy on fridays but same time tot of sun very fast come, almost instantly all happiness gone.

SO! This thought once crossed my mind: Company might as well dun give us off on weekends and continue working thru the week so I wont have to go thru the happy-friday-but-think-of-monday-sad kind of up and down feeling. BUT THAT WOULD BE MORE SIANZ! cos no rest work and work and nothing to look forward to.

So my conclusion in the end IS:.. God is smart, company is fair, all along they have figured it all out. Sat and sun off is not too much and not too little cos human is insatiable. So I decided to just take it and shut my pie hole and look forward to the next weekend =D

Recap of last 2 weeks

wow... been a long time since last update... can FEEEEEEL some frens are bored without me stories for entertainment =p

First thing first, V is dooooomed! Whahahahahahahahaha! Justice is done! never doubt that I was born to be a Vigilante... call me Vigilante Lim pengZ! Can't believe such man can CHEAT petty money so openly after arousing suspicions in previous claims. So gian $$$ until like that... 10plus bucks also wanna cheat... 28 liao still so unintelligent, unsmart, unwise, incapable, irresponsible, argumentative, refuses to admit mistakes, useless, jiak liao bee!!! Shiok ah, must start 1 chatroom/forum/therapy session mainly just to vent all the frustration abt V, i think Sharon needs it a lot badly...

Before this thing happened, nothing much happened.

After this thing happened, nothing much happened.

So conclusion, vindication of V's crime is the main happening thing ever happened for the last torturing 3 months for Logistics.

MademoIselle, u MUST WATCH 23! believe me, its not as boring as Mr Beanie whahahahaha!

Recently sentiments piling inside me, heart a lot of things to say, but dun know how to organize it and say, maybe period just over, moody.. Dun know why, I am the extreme type of person, a case of overindulgence without proportion. Always do one thing too much until I sian then wont see me do the same thing again for a long time. Just like chap chye png... eat same dishes (egg/frenchbean/ckn) all the time... go pastamania always eat spag bolognaise... go KFC always eat zinger... go mac always eat mcspicy... go bishan foodcourt always eat meatball noodles... go toilet always pang sai... go suntec always watch movie, go shopping centres must go visit family @ minitoon, go bodyshop must fake testing satsuma (WHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH)

sometimes its hard to find 1 fren who truly understands u. But I am glad I have kai cos he truly knows me, the real me behind the jovial me, the loud me, the cheerful me, the troubled me. The different kind of smells of my farts can tell him wat kinda intestinal probs I have for tat day... sorrie that's not true. But he does know me well and that's enough. To have him with me surpasses hundreds of acquaintances I may have in my life.

So, my mystery fren, find yr true one who truly knows who u r, respect who u want to be, who lets u pursue the real u.